Is this depression i am feeling right now?

well, if what your saying is true then you sound like a pretty cool chic. sometimes people just don't trust certain people like i'm trusted by everyone and then my best friend is trusted by no one idk why cuz sometimes we're like twins but it is just that way. you sound depressed hun, but if they're treating you like this then they weren't real friends to begin with and you should find new ones. Hang in there, as long as you have one really good friend you'll make it out ok, i've been where you are i wasn't always trusted by people but i had one friend who i could talk to and trusted me and others started following suit and when others didn't i replaced them, as cold as that sounds lol.